March 29, 2009

Rotary Rally for the Disabled



Nearly 2,000 students with mental or physical handicaps had a chance to eat, drink and be merry this weekend. The event is organized by Rotary clubs in and around Nairobi each year. Held at the Nairobi fair grounds, students were treated to a day of music, dancing, face paintings, food, donkey rides, gifts, entertainers... and even a downpour of rain didn't dampen the spirit of the rally.


As one student boarded the bus to go back home, he told a Rotarian "Merry Christmas!" When he was met with a puzzled look, he explained this is the only Christmas he'll have. It was a memorable and moving event and I was so proud to help out.


I was busy coordinating the distribution of meals, snacks, and ice cream to the children and volunteers so I didn't get a chance to interact with the crowd. So thanks to fellow Ambassadorial Scholar Megan MacDonald for the beautiful photos.

March 25, 2009

Kibera


Kibera is Africa's largest slum and one of the biggest in the world. You may know of it from the book and movie The Constant Gardener.

Three of us -- a PhD student from Australia doing research in Kibera, a Kenyan activist, and I -- toured the area with Raphael Omondi, a Kibera resident, community organizer, and renown activist.


There are 1.5 million people living in Kibera’s 300 acres and it’s growing. (The slum covers the lighter middle third in image above.) Post-election protestors burned down countless farms in rural Kenya, adding to the food shortage crisis in the countryside. With jobs virtually nonexistent, rains scarce and hunger rampant, villagers move to Kibera, hopeful to find work in Nairobi.


Raphael (pictured in the middle) is the founder of Pamoja (togetherness), a foundation for Kibera youth. At only 20-years-old, Raphael has already done a lifetime’s work of empowering the community through job training programs, paying school fees for dozens of students, spearheading performing arts events, organizing tree plantings… He does it all, which explains why when someone like UN General Secretary Ban Ki Moon visits, he’s the tour guide.


"No Raila - No Peace"
Election violence was particularly gruesome here, with neighbors killing and raping each other, looting and burning down homes. “Raila” is the name of then presidential candidate Raila Odinga. He now occupies the newly formed Prime Minister seat in the Grand Coalition Government, which Kenyans often call the Grand Collusion Government.

Some of Kibera's youngest dwellers

March 21, 2009

Do Re Mi

I'm not exactly an extrovert.  But karaoke brings it out of me.  And thanks to Michael Jackson, I can express my ambassadorial endeavors through song.  My apologies.

March 17, 2009

Learning the Hard Way



A lone cactus in the desert. An island in a wavy ocean. The wanderings of my mind in the margins of my Medical Sociology notebook.

Lectures are mind numbing. For 2 out of the 3 hours, the professor reads his notes, which the students then copy verbatim.

Lecturer: “It may seem reasonable to suppose…”
(Students begin frantic note taking)
Lecturer: “It may seem reasonable to suppose… It may seem reasonable to suppose…that people consult their doctors…”
Student: “Can you slow down?”
Lecturer: “It may seem reasonable to suppose that people consult their doctors… consult their doctors…”
Student: “Their?”
Lecturer: “Their doctors… when they experience symptoms… when they experience, what? When they experience symptoms.”

That is, without exaggeration, how a lecture carries on for hours. Some professors even point out where a comma should go or new paragraph should start. I know I’ve had the benefit of an exceptional education and I didn’t expect classes here to compare with those at Northwestern. But this is one of the best schools in East Africa? How can Kenyans compete out there when so little independent and critical thinking occurs in here?

Occasionally, the lecturer breaks from his repetitive recitations and opens up a discussion. This is usually when I stop detailing a palm tree. I’ve unexpectedly learned more about gender relations during medical sociology discussions than about -- Oh, I don’t know -- medical sociology.

Lecturer: “Women go to the hospital for everything!”
(Students chuckle)
Lecturer, imitating a “typical” woman: “Oh I cut my finger! I’m dying. Take me the hospital.”
(Students throw back their heads, laughing)
Female student: “But, you know, I don’t do that. I go to a doctor if it’s serious only.”
(Lecturer laughs)
Lecturer: “Eh? Okay, maybe. But, you know, it’s mostly men who don’t worry over such things. A day doesn't go by when you women aren't either a patient or a doctor.”

Male generalization of female behavior is not new to me. After studying in Korea and now Africa, I’m aware of the big wide paternalistic world out there. What struck me was the reaction of the female students. They laughed, nodding their heads in agreement, even offering their own examples of absurd female conduct. Cliché though it may be, women are too often their own worst enemy. Case in point: Kenyan women prefer male doctors to female doctors.

“Why?”
(The entire class looked at me like I just admitted I’d never heard Barack Obama.)
Female student: “Because women aren’t sensitive. Men listen, give you attention. Women doctors are harsh.”
Lecturer: “Yeah, that’s a fact. Okay. New paragraph. There are four aspects of symptoms… Four aspects of symptoms…”

March 14, 2009

Nairobbery

I’ve been prepared for much worse. Malaria. Losing my passport. Having my camera stolen. I’ve managed to avoid all of these episodes. Another Ambassadorial Scholar, now relocated to Kampala, has been less fortunate, having been mugged, evicted, and robbed in both Tanzania and Uganda. But even when I’m being robbed, apparently, I’m lucky.

In hindsight, the entire affair was expertly orchestrated. Two men boarded the bus. One sat behind me and another sat two seats to my left. The latter started a coughing fit and motioned towards the window (where I was sitting) to spit. He switched seats with the boy next to me, feigning a congested chest and holding a rather large shopping bag. Suddenly, the man behind me starts saying, “Hey! Put on your seat belt! The police are checking! Hurry, put on your belt!” During the commotion, the man sitting next to me slipped his hand in my bag and placed my wallet in his shopping bag. I didn’t feel a thing. But the boy who switched seats with him noticed something amiss. (Police could care less about seat belts.) The boy, still dressed in his school uniform, shouted, “Hey! You’re robbing her!” The man adroitly put my wallet back in my bag and vehemently denied the whole thing.

I was stunned at how well the clever operation went down, at least until I was rescued by my knight in shining trousers. According to my eternal optimist boyfriend, “Now you know how they rob without actually getting robbed.” Hooray. Lesson learned.

March 5, 2009

Seoul Searching

Now that I’ve finished reading Barack Obama’s Dreams from My Father, I wish I had read it earlier. Not earlier as in before the election. I mean earlier in my life, when I was first grappling with my identity, before it had even been published.

His story, as a biracial man, is obviously not mine. His is black and white. Mine’s more yellow and white. But the struggle to find peace from an internalized conflict of identity is universal. As I read, my mind reeled with understanding at passages like this:

It wasn’t a matter of conscious choice, necessarily, just a matter of gravitational pull, the way integration always worked, a one-way street. The minority assimilated into the dominant culture, not the other way around. Only white culture could be neutral and objective. Only white culture could be nonracial, willing to adopt the occasional exotic into its ranks.”

It was in this way, as a “neutralized” Korean American, that I came to Africa. Boarding the plane, passport in hand, I held tightly to my national identity rather than my ethnic one. But here, my face represents bad Jackie Chan movies, not the stars and stripes.

Several times today, like every day, men called after me with my equivalent of nails scratching a chalkboard: “Ching, chong, chang!” I always take a deep breath after hearing this. (The thoughts running through my head, however, aren’t suitable for this blog.)

I first dismissed the chants as innocent, even playful, mockery. But today, after the fourth man spat it out as he was entering the Apostles of Jesus Technical Institute, I realized that mockery, no matter how rooted in ignorance, is derisive. And this particular mockery puts me in a hole with only enough space for a Chinese pigeon.

I admire Barack Obama’s unrelenting pursuit to know himself and his place in the world. I’ve always felt a subtle resistance to diving into the murky waters of race identity, choosing instead to accept the position of the “exotic” in the ranks. But I now realize America is one of the few places where there’s a chance to be both your ethnicity and your nationality. Of course, there will be the occasional “ching, chong” chumps when I’m stateside. But, at the very least, they’ll be chirping it to a flock of pigeons who long outgrew that hole.

March 1, 2009

Starvation and Strife Menace Torn Kenya

By JEFFREY GETTLEMAN
Published in the New York Times
February 28, 2009

NAIROBI, Kenya — One year after this country exploded in ethnic bloodshed, trouble is brewing here again.

Ten million people face starvation, partly because farmers in crucial food-producing areas who fled their homes last year have not returned, instead withdrawing deeper into their ethnic enclaves, deeper into fear.

At the same time, public confidence in the Kenyan government is plummeting. Top politicians have been implicated in an endless string of scandals involving tourism, fuel, guns and corn.

On Wednesday, United Nations officials called for the country’s police chief and attorney general to resign after a United Nations investigation revealed that more than 500 people had been killed by police death squads. One of the Kenyan whistle-blowers himself was shot to death after providing detailed evidence.

“There’s a lot of anger,” said Maina Kiai, the former director of Kenya’s national human rights commission. “If we don’t start resolving these issues soon, things could be worse than before. There could be complete collapse.”

The grand coalition government that was formed last year between Kenya’s governing party and the opposition, after a deeply flawed election, is now widely dismissed as the “grand letdown.” It managed to stop the bloodletting between different ethnic groups that tore this country apart in 2008, killing more than 1,000 people, but has accomplished little else.

The only thing Kenya’s ruling class seems to agree on is refusing to pay most of its taxes, even though Kenyan politicians are already among the highest paid in the world, a stunning fact in one of the world’s poorest countries.

“Corruption is the glue holding this government together,” said John Githongo, the director of an anticorruption institute here.

Kenya’s legendary safari business, an engine of the economy, has not bounced back either. Tourist arrivals were down about 35 percent in 2008 compared with 2007, leading to thousands of layoffs and a steady stream of unemployed youths marching back to the already teeming slums.

President Obama, whose father was Kenyan, has become a savior to many people here, in part because Kenyans say their own leaders have been such a disappointment.

Ethnicity and the country’s lingering Balkanization are topics studiously avoided in Parliament. Few of Kenya’s politicians seem ready to tackle land reform, constitutional reform or the dangerous culture of impunity, all of which were called urgent priorities after the bloodshed last year. Many Kenyans are urging the International Criminal Court in The Hague to get involved, because they have no faith that the Kenyan justice system will prosecute the well-known political figures suspected of orchestrating last year’s killings.

“This country hasn’t healed,” Mr. Kiai said, “because we haven’t done anything to heal it.”



Many victims of last year’s violence feel totally abandoned. On a recent morning, Mary Macharia stood in a long line of sick people at a hospital near Nairobi, Kenya’s capital, her eyes on the floor.

A shiny, bubbly scar stretches from her ear to her lips. The right side of her face looks melted. A glance in the mirror jolts her mind back to the burning church where her daughter was killed a year ago, along with 30 others.

“Some days,” she said, “I hate myself.”

Across Kenya, near the western town of Kisumu, Millicent Awino is all alone, a young woman who used to have two children and a decent job packing flowers. She is essentially a serf now, her time, her sweat and her body at the beck and call of her ex-husband’s family, the only people who would take her in after she fled the violence that consumed her son and daughter and the ethnically mixed town where she used to live. She recently had another child, by the ex-husband who came into her hut one night, but the baby died of malaria.

“I think I’m done with children,” she said.

She also said she would never return to her former home.

Kenya, once a nation of so much promise, remains a land divided. The country pulled apart in 2008, when hundreds of thousands of people fled ethnically mixed areas for the safety of homogeneous zones. This was the result of a disputed election in which the president, Mwai Kibaki, was widely believed to have rigged the results to stay in power. Supporters of the top opposition leader, Raila Odinga, who hails from a different ethnic group, then vented their rage on Mr. Kibaki’s people.

On Jan. 1, 2008, Mrs. Macharia and four of her children ran from their farm near Eldoret, in the Rift Valley, to a nearby church to seek shelter.

The Macharias are Kikuyus, Mr. Kibaki’s ethnic group. A mob made up of men from other ethnic groups surrounded the church, barricaded the doors and set it on fire. Mrs. Macharia tried to escape but tripped on a burning mattress, falling on her right side. She had her 3-year-old daughter, Joyce, tied to her back and the little girl flipped into the flames.

Mrs. Macharia remembers her daughter screaming: “Mommy, don’t leave me here! I don’t want to die!”

But people inside the church panicked and Mrs. Macharia, 41, was trampled at the door.

She spent the next six months in the hospital, getting skin grafts and other painful operations. She wants plastic surgery, she said, “because I don’t like the way people look at me now.”

But for the first time in her life, she is broke. Her family used to have a nice farmhouse, sheep, chickens and cows. Now they live in a one-room apartment atop a sun-baked hill, surrounded by other Kikuyus, living off handouts.

“We used to have it all,” said Haron Macharia, Mary’s husband. “Now, we’re beggars.”

He said he could never go back to Eldoret because his neighbors had turned on him and they were like “snakes.”

The Macharias are worried about their 12-year-old son, James. He, too, was trapped in the church that day, though he survived.

“He won’t stop talking about killing,” Haron said. “He wants to burn everything.”

Over the summer, Kenyan children rioted in hundreds of schools, ransacking classrooms and burning down dorms. Ostensibly, the children were upset about exams. In truth, it may have been a collective outburst after all the violence they had witnessed.

Mrs. Awino’s two children, Wycliffe and Cynthia, were victims of revenge. Mrs. Awino, 24, is a Luo, a large and historically marginalized ethnic group, and while she was at work on Jan. 27, 2008, packing roses for $2 a day, a Kikuyu mob burned the house where her children were staying.

Her losses do not seem to end. After her 3-month-old baby died in early February, Mrs. Awino’s in-laws called her cursed and told her to leave.

“I would,” she said. “But I have nowhere else to go.”